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War of Passions, conclusion...
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As much as I love to go back and post latest sketches and get serious at improving my bad skills at art, I also love getting down in business improving my skills that I need for work and I would also love to increase my workload at my current job online. It doesn't pay much, but at least I get to buy things I need and/or want instead of relying on other for help - which kinda pisses ppl off, lol.
Anyways, Its either:
WORK or ART...
I have soo many thing I WANTED to do! I have Maddy-neko's almost 1 year present about her old ID about two Mystical Creatures. An old unposted Sketch that I'm about to redo; hanging with Erin doing old yahoo voice calls. An unfinished gift for Cheappirate. And soo much moooooooore (Specially... Humanized Mane 6)! Dammit! I wish I had a clone for myself to do things I want!
On the other hand. Since I'm a fresh college graduate I have to think ahead and pave a way for a better future. Thought art is a passion which ppl sometimes regard it as a hobby, I, on the other hand find it as a way to express myself; emotional or physical.
The way is clear, I should think more practically and rationally at my situation. Though art is a skill that other would trade in for anything, nor do I find it useless by any means. I have to place my 'love for art' on hold, at first I;m not an art student - its not an excuse why I should stop - I have to think whats best for me in the long run and where the greener pastures lay wake.
Though I've stopped for such long time and why bother posting this 'piece of crap' which I call a pathetic excuse for a Journal Entry. I would just like to let out this deep, suppressive and painful feeling that I've kept for soo long inside me to the people that I've disappointed on such a long time through this Journal. I wouldn't be surprised if they wouldn't forgiven me, and I'm sorry for letting them all down. I would just hope that we could all just forget everything and just move-on... hopefully~~~
But as for a stance of my final conclusion, WORK has outweighed everything that I've prioritized since I've graduated.
Peace...
JazzGlenn
Anyways, Its either:
WORK or ART...
I have soo many thing I WANTED to do! I have Maddy-neko's almost 1 year present about her old ID about two Mystical Creatures. An old unposted Sketch that I'm about to redo; hanging with Erin doing old yahoo voice calls. An unfinished gift for Cheappirate. And soo much moooooooore (Specially... Humanized Mane 6)! Dammit! I wish I had a clone for myself to do things I want!
On the other hand. Since I'm a fresh college graduate I have to think ahead and pave a way for a better future. Thought art is a passion which ppl sometimes regard it as a hobby, I, on the other hand find it as a way to express myself; emotional or physical.
The way is clear, I should think more practically and rationally at my situation. Though art is a skill that other would trade in for anything, nor do I find it useless by any means. I have to place my 'love for art' on hold, at first I;m not an art student - its not an excuse why I should stop - I have to think whats best for me in the long run and where the greener pastures lay wake.
Though I've stopped for such long time and why bother posting this 'piece of crap' which I call a pathetic excuse for a Journal Entry. I would just like to let out this deep, suppressive and painful feeling that I've kept for soo long inside me to the people that I've disappointed on such a long time through this Journal. I wouldn't be surprised if they wouldn't forgiven me, and I'm sorry for letting them all down. I would just hope that we could all just forget everything and just move-on... hopefully~~~
But as for a stance of my final conclusion, WORK has outweighed everything that I've prioritized since I've graduated.
Peace...
JazzGlenn
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Fillypino
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I'm a Proud Fillypino Brony.
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Just saying my Goodbye's
1 min read
Its nice staying here. But everything has its end eventually....
Busy at life.
Just wanted ppl to know - even no one's ever gona read my crappy journal.
~gona deact soon
Busy at life.
Just wanted ppl to know - even no one's ever gona read my crappy journal.
~gona deact soon
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Life Changes Today
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Probably put something here in the future. But right now, its 3:30 AM and I don't think that I have the energy to write something here. But ones things for sure.
Someone's aona stop Art for a loooooooooooooong time.
Someone's aona stop Art for a loooooooooooooong time.
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[Quiz]This is interesting...
6 min read
Name: JazzGlenn
Age: 19 (its not 21, i'm too young to loose the "teen" title ;_; )
Location: Flip pins (Philippines, LOL)
Interest: Art, Beauty, and Technology.
ARADIA
[ ]You are Aries.
[ ]Your favorite color is red.
[ ]You use this emote: 0-0
[x]You lost interest in lots of things lately. (I usually lose interest when i realize its a waste of time)
[x]You have a nemesis/rival. (In Grade School, and i swear to beet him up when i ever see him again)
[ ]Somebody wants you dead.
[ ]You have really long hair.
TOTAL: 2
TAVROS
[x]You are Taurus.
[ ]Your favorite color is brown.
[ ]yOU SOMETIMES USE INVERTED CASE,
[x]You are indecisive. (some of the times, when both sides benefit me in anyway)
[ ]You can't hate anybody. (we dont hate... we Grudge B^J)
[ ]You love Pokemon and such things. (Back then, but then we lost cable
)
[x]You get along with everyone. (I adjust too people, based on how they interact and their interest
)
TOTAL: 3
SOLLUX
[ ]You are Gemini.
[ ]Your favorite color is mustard/yellow.
[ ]You have a lisp.
[ ]You love bees.
[ ]You tend to wear different colored socks, shoes, mittens... (I pretty much like Order around things)
[x]You like 3-D glasses. (yesssssss... sad i lost them long ago ;_; )
[ ]You are bipolar.
TOTAL: 1
KARKAT
[ ]You are Cancer.
[ ]You favorite color is gray.
[x]YOU LIKE TO TYPE IN CAPS. (HELL YEAH! ITS FUN!)
[x]You get angry easily.(when i feel i'm being bossed around, its like seeing red all over)
[ ]You are a jerk.
[x]Deep inside, you actually care for your friends. (they just dont know B^J)
[x]You always want to be the leader. (Only to situations where i'm capable of leading)
TOTAL: 4
NEPETA
[ ]You are Leo. (No, but my Astrological Moon sign is...)
[x]Your favorite color is light green. (Anything green Baby)
[ ]You tend to talk in third person
[ ]You love to roleplay.
[x]You love cats. (and dogs too! But Lizards beat all of them, hands down)
[ ]You are a weaboo. (hell no!)
[ ]You are cute. (sorta... :3)
TOTAL: 2
KANAYA
[ ]You are Virgo.
[x]Your favorite color is dark green. (Green... green everywhere)
[x]You Like To Write Every Word Starting With Big Letter. (in trolling /g/ and /lit/ yes)
[ ]You love fashion.
[ ]You like dressing up in unusual ways.
[x]You like chainsaws. (i want to ba a lumberjack someday
)
[x]You've been heartbroken (soooo many times.......... Its ridiculous. If my life would be a sitcom, it would probably be in season 20 by now)
TOTAL: 4
TEREZI
[ ]You are Libra.
[ ]Your favorite color is red.
[x]YOU US3 L33T SP34K. (in MMORPG's and game forums. Yes)
[ ]You love to cosplay.
[x]You like dragons. (who dosent, but i like the badass one the one with scars and shit)
[x]You prefer smells and tastes over sight. (It goes by the quote: Never judge a food by its appearance, damn straight)
[x]You're always grinning. (i have the biggest grin, inside; it extends to my ears @_@)
TOTAL: 4
VRISKA
[ ]You are Scorpio.
[ ]Your favorite color is blue. (before, them i fell in love with green for no particular reason =/)
[ ]You are over-dramatic.
[ ]You love the number 8.
[x]You are quite fond of spiders. (we do search for spiders and let them fight to the death, its fun really...)
[ ]You are a bitch.
[ ]You like to manipulate. (hell no. what comes around, goes around)
TOTAL: 1
EQUIUS
[ ]You are Sagittarius.
[ ]Your favorite color is blue.
[ ]You put some sort of a symbol before you type.
[x]You are always sweaty. (i do normally workout.)
[ ]You love milk.
[x]You are muscular. (Sorta???)
[ ]You've had your glasses broken at least once. (Never. I actually have 3 glasses; 1 sun glasses and 2 computer glasses)
TOTAL: 2
GAMZEE
[ ]You are Capricorn.
[ ]Your favorite color is indigo.
[ ]YoU mIx LoWeR aNd UpPeR cAsE.
[x]You are not quite sane. (All the time)
[ ]You are religious. (no comment)
[ ]People tend to find you annoying. ( i dont want to. so i normally ask them wither or not i'm annoying, if yes, then i cut communications for like 2 months or soo =/)
[ ]You wear weird clothes.
TOTAL: 1
ERIDAN
[ ]You are Aquarius.
[ ]Your favorite color is dark purple.
[ ]You refer to people with shortened names.
[x]You love science. (Hell yeah!)
[ ]You don't have a lot of friends. (Trust worthy? only a handful.)
[ ]You have a bizarre haircut.
[ ]You love capes.
TOTAL: 1
FEFERI
[ ]You are Pisces.
[ ]Your favorite color is purple or dark pink.
[ ]You get excited easily.
[ ]You are rich.
[x]You love to swim. (going to the beach at a rainy day and float in the sea, raindrops hitting my face at 40 miles per hour as the current slowly drifts me away from the shore.)
[ ]You're cheerful most of time. (No. This is probably the reason to why I love cheerful people, not the annoying cheerful one, just the "not a care in the world" types. They're amazing <3)
[ ]You are also optimistic. ( Pure Pessimist. I always expect the worst, and i crave for the excitement)
TOTAL: 1
So basically I have Karkat, Kanaya and Terezi on my top scores... I usually find this annoying, before. I take that all back, and i regret everything. I actually find this fun and very entertaining
Age: 19 (its not 21, i'm too young to loose the "teen" title ;_; )
Location: Flip pins (Philippines, LOL)
Interest: Art, Beauty, and Technology.
ARADIA
[ ]You are Aries.
[ ]Your favorite color is red.
[ ]You use this emote: 0-0
[x]You lost interest in lots of things lately. (I usually lose interest when i realize its a waste of time)
[x]You have a nemesis/rival. (In Grade School, and i swear to beet him up when i ever see him again)
[ ]Somebody wants you dead.
[ ]You have really long hair.
TOTAL: 2
TAVROS
[x]You are Taurus.
[ ]Your favorite color is brown.
[ ]yOU SOMETIMES USE INVERTED CASE,
[x]You are indecisive. (some of the times, when both sides benefit me in anyway)
[ ]You can't hate anybody. (we dont hate... we Grudge B^J)
[ ]You love Pokemon and such things. (Back then, but then we lost cable
)[x]You get along with everyone. (I adjust too people, based on how they interact and their interest
)TOTAL: 3
SOLLUX
[ ]You are Gemini.
[ ]Your favorite color is mustard/yellow.
[ ]You have a lisp.
[ ]You love bees.
[ ]You tend to wear different colored socks, shoes, mittens... (I pretty much like Order around things)
[x]You like 3-D glasses. (yesssssss... sad i lost them long ago ;_; )
[ ]You are bipolar.
TOTAL: 1
KARKAT
[ ]You are Cancer.
[ ]You favorite color is gray.
[x]YOU LIKE TO TYPE IN CAPS. (HELL YEAH! ITS FUN!)
[x]You get angry easily.(when i feel i'm being bossed around, its like seeing red all over)
[ ]You are a jerk.
[x]Deep inside, you actually care for your friends. (they just dont know B^J)
[x]You always want to be the leader. (Only to situations where i'm capable of leading)
TOTAL: 4
NEPETA
[ ]You are Leo. (No, but my Astrological Moon sign is...)
[x]Your favorite color is light green. (Anything green Baby)
[ ]You tend to talk in third person
[ ]You love to roleplay.
[x]You love cats. (and dogs too!
But Lizards beat all of them, hands down)[ ]You are a weaboo. (hell no!)
[ ]You are cute. (sorta... :3)
TOTAL: 2
KANAYA
[ ]You are Virgo.
[x]Your favorite color is dark green. (Green... green everywhere)
[x]You Like To Write Every Word Starting With Big Letter. (in trolling /g/ and /lit/ yes)
[ ]You love fashion.
[ ]You like dressing up in unusual ways.
[x]You like chainsaws. (i want to ba a lumberjack someday
)[x]You've been heartbroken (soooo many times.......... Its ridiculous. If my life would be a sitcom, it would probably be in season 20 by now)
TOTAL: 4
TEREZI
[ ]You are Libra.
[ ]Your favorite color is red.
[x]YOU US3 L33T SP34K. (in MMORPG's and game forums. Yes)
[ ]You love to cosplay.
[x]You like dragons. (who dosent, but i like the badass one the one with scars and shit)
[x]You prefer smells and tastes over sight. (It goes by the quote: Never judge a food by its appearance, damn straight)
[x]You're always grinning. (i have the biggest grin, inside; it extends to my ears @_@)
TOTAL: 4
VRISKA
[ ]You are Scorpio.
[ ]Your favorite color is blue. (before, them i fell in love with green for no particular reason =/)
[ ]You are over-dramatic.
[ ]You love the number 8.
[x]You are quite fond of spiders. (we do search for spiders and let them fight to the death, its fun really...)
[ ]You are a bitch.
[ ]You like to manipulate. (hell no. what comes around, goes around)
TOTAL: 1
EQUIUS
[ ]You are Sagittarius.
[ ]Your favorite color is blue.
[ ]You put some sort of a symbol before you type.
[x]You are always sweaty. (i do normally workout.)
[ ]You love milk.
[x]You are muscular. (Sorta???)
[ ]You've had your glasses broken at least once. (Never. I actually have 3 glasses; 1 sun glasses and 2 computer glasses)
TOTAL: 2
GAMZEE
[ ]You are Capricorn.
[ ]Your favorite color is indigo.
[ ]YoU mIx LoWeR aNd UpPeR cAsE.
[x]You are not quite sane. (All the time)
[ ]You are religious. (no comment)
[ ]People tend to find you annoying. ( i dont want to. so i normally ask them wither or not i'm annoying, if yes, then i cut communications for like 2 months or soo =/)
[ ]You wear weird clothes.
TOTAL: 1
ERIDAN
[ ]You are Aquarius.
[ ]Your favorite color is dark purple.
[ ]You refer to people with shortened names.
[x]You love science. (Hell yeah!)
[ ]You don't have a lot of friends. (Trust worthy? only a handful.)
[ ]You have a bizarre haircut.
[ ]You love capes.
TOTAL: 1
FEFERI
[ ]You are Pisces.
[ ]Your favorite color is purple or dark pink.
[ ]You get excited easily.
[ ]You are rich.
[x]You love to swim. (going to the beach at a rainy day and float in the sea, raindrops hitting my face at 40 miles per hour as the current slowly drifts me away from the shore.)
[ ]You're cheerful most of time. (No. This is probably the reason to why I love cheerful people, not the annoying cheerful one, just the "not a care in the world" types
. They're amazing <3)[ ]You are also optimistic. ( Pure Pessimist. I always expect the worst, and i crave for the excitement)
TOTAL: 1
So basically I have Karkat, Kanaya and Terezi on my top scores... I usually find this annoying, before. I take that all back, and i regret everything. I actually find this fun and very entertaining
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